Shoko "Seina" Shiraishi

I’ll Be Seeing You, Mr. Leonard Gaskin

2008

Dejé mi trabajo temporal en NetApp y me dirigí a Nueva York para ver a Leonard Gaskin. Para ser precisos, no solo renuncié; me despidieron debido a una reestructuración corporativa. Sin embargo, ese revés se convirtió en el viento bajo mis alas que me impulsó a ir a ver a mi querido Leonard, regalándonos nuestro último y preciado tiempo juntos. Después de este viaje, Bob Cranshaw mantendría vivo mi lazo con la música durante varios años hasta su fallecimiento.

Hacía ocho años que no tomaba un micrófono. Como era de esperar, al principio me costó cantar durante el concierto, pero todos me recibieron con calidez y paciencia. La razón por la que no pude cantar durante ocho años fue que mi corazón se había cerrado por completo. De vuelta en Japón, un músico local me dijo que mi canto era “vergonzoso”. Eso hizo que cantar fuera una experiencia agonizante para mí. Sin embargo, en ese momento en Nueva York, no conocía otra forma de llevarle alegría a Leonard que no fuera a través del canto. Sentí un deseo profundo y sincero de volver a cantar. Estoy segura de que algún día escribiré más sobre aquellos días en un libro.

La noche antes de partir, justo después de dejar NetApp, creé este único volante y subí al avión rumbo a Nueva York. Cuando yo no podía cantar, Leonard solía decirme a menudo: “Ve a la Unión”. Quería que fuera allí, que me uniera a las sesiones de improvisación y que empezara a cantar de nuevo desde ese lugar. “Ve a la Unión”. Esas palabras resonaban en mis oídos. Así que, llevando este volante, entré en la Unión. En la entrada, le dije a la seguridad que quería hablar con la persona a cargo del jazz. Me comunicaron con Todd Bryant Weeks. Todd escuchó mi historia de inmediato y actuó sin dudarlo. Y fue así como este concierto cobró vida.

Do me a Favor…

I would like to have some generous help, love…
and your instruments.

My name is Seina.

I was a singer and I am a friend of Mr. Leonard Gaskin’s who joined to local 802 unions with Mr. Max Roach and was a beginning member of Charlie Parker’s band when Bird was playing on 52nd street.

A few weeks ago, I called a nursing home in Bayside, Queens where Mr. Gaskin stays. A nurse told me he was grieving because his wife passed away about a month ago. She also said he stays in bed most of the day. When I heard about it I decided to visit him from Japan.

When I was in NY(1989-1999), I played with him sometimes and he gave me many precious things my life. So he was my angel. But I haven’t sung for a long time and I am far from the music world…but now, I really hope to sing in front of him and give him the gifts of my gratitude and musician’s love.

His life is music and music is his life. I believe music can give him some power and love. So please let me have the angel’s love and help that you have.My repertoires are songs from the 30s and 40s and I stay in NY for only two weeks, until March 30th.

Here are the steps that I need…

  1. To find musicians
  2. To ask the nursing home 
  3. Schedule the time and date

I know it is not easy to make a plan and schedule a performance during a short stay, especially a person who lives far from the music world.

But if God leads, it will happen and I believe…it will.

Angels Swing
Shoko Seina Shiraishi

Ozanam Hall
March.27.2008

  • Vocals: Seina
  • Bass: Bob Cranshaw
  • Piano: Bertha Hope
  • Drums: Jerome Jennings
  • MC: Todd Bryant Weeks 

Transcript (as spoken, March 27, 2008)

And…well the next song is the last song. And… well before that I want to say something to you Leonard, Okay? Well when I met you at the RED BLAZER, TOO. Anybody knows the RED BLAZER, TOO? Yeah.
Yeah. Yeah. I used to sing at there and met Leonard, right? So, maybe… Yeah. I’m a strange Asian girl the time, right?
Yeah. But he’s always warm and always nice and his sound of base is so warm. I’m really really really happy that I could meet you. And he gave me a lot of, you know, he made my dreams come true. Do you remember you helped me a lot during recording and project.
Yeah. So well, he is he is my angel. Really angel. Yeah. So, never forget that you are my angel. Don’t anything that something very bad. Okay. Don’t be sad. Don’t be and you know grief anything that’s negative.Okay?
Yeah. I’m very happy if you are happy.
(Leonard’s voice):Absolutely. Okay.
* * * * * * * * *
Thank you very much, than you very much to… all of you.
Thank you, thank you…
Leonard, I love you!!
Leonard, I want to thank you for you passed on to me. Without you, I would not be playing a bass. So I want to thank you, thank you, thank you… —Bob Cranshaw
Leonard Gaskin passed away on January 24, 2009, at the age of 88.
Todd Bryant Weeks honored his memory by writing about our concert in Allegro, the official journal of the Union (Local 802), in an article announcing Leonard’s passing.
 
Thank you, Todd.
 
I’m looking at the moon, but I’ll be seeing you, Mr. Leonard Gaskin.